I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i hate that all my cliques are getting so fucking meshed up.
it's probably my fault that my world is flat.
because if one false thing leaks out, it won't be long before everyone knows and start spreading nonsense around. or even if it's not false, there are some things i would like to be kept to themselves. and one more thing i fucking hate, my friends complaining to my other friends about me and then leaving me in the dark.
what the fuck.
its just WHAT THE FUCK!
MY LIFE IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE SPREAD ABOUT AND MADE FUN OF, YOU FUCKING VULTURES. I HATE YOU GUYS SOMETIMES BECAUSE YOU EITHER DON'T CARE OR YOU CARE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROVE YOU DO.
FUCK YOU ALL.
it's probably my fault that my world is flat.
because if one false thing leaks out, it won't be long before everyone knows and start spreading nonsense around. or even if it's not false, there are some things i would like to be kept to themselves. and one more thing i fucking hate, my friends complaining to my other friends about me and then leaving me in the dark.
what the fuck.
its just WHAT THE FUCK!
MY LIFE IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE SPREAD ABOUT AND MADE FUN OF, YOU FUCKING VULTURES. I HATE YOU GUYS SOMETIMES BECAUSE YOU EITHER DON'T CARE OR YOU CARE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROVE YOU DO.
FUCK YOU ALL.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
it's insane.
I love you so much.
I miss you so much.
But you have to understand, I am doing this to help myself.
It's like, when I'm not with you, I feel so much pain.
When I'm with you, I still feel the pain and agony knowing that you will never love me the way you want to.
Damn if I do and damn if I don't.
Sighs.
How?
I love you so much.
I miss you so much.
But you have to understand, I am doing this to help myself.
It's like, when I'm not with you, I feel so much pain.
When I'm with you, I still feel the pain and agony knowing that you will never love me the way you want to.
Damn if I do and damn if I don't.
Sighs.
How?
Friday, February 6, 2009
Sunday, December 28, 2008
I love you.
I've been through so much and got over it.
You've been through so much and I know you will get over it.
I don't know how much love I can generate to keep this bond which I have for you, alive.
I need you so much closer.
Dear God, please believe me. I really want to take care of him, protect him, love with all I can and make him happy.
I've been through so much and got over it.
You've been through so much and I know you will get over it.
I don't know how much love I can generate to keep this bond which I have for you, alive.
I need you so much closer.
Dear God, please believe me. I really want to take care of him, protect him, love with all I can and make him happy.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
yep, i'm hiding out here.
i can't really handle the whole azmi-ruzanna-nadiah thing when honestly, there's no nadiah to be in it in the first place. the whole plot is so twisted and its scaring me. I am so afraid my friendship with both of them will shatter and no one trusts anyone anymore.
i don't know if i can trust ruzanna anymore!
i feel so betrayed and hurt, especially by someone whom i love enough to consider a best friend or even in her own words, "my twinny".
sighs.
in other words, i want OUT!
i can't really handle the whole azmi-ruzanna-nadiah thing when honestly, there's no nadiah to be in it in the first place. the whole plot is so twisted and its scaring me. I am so afraid my friendship with both of them will shatter and no one trusts anyone anymore.
i don't know if i can trust ruzanna anymore!
i feel so betrayed and hurt, especially by someone whom i love enough to consider a best friend or even in her own words, "my twinny".
sighs.
in other words, i want OUT!
Sunday, March 30, 2008
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